I’ve probably lost all the motivation and inspiration for working in this company. I am severely underpaid, extremely stressed, and physically, mentally, emotionally exhausted.
Since the beginning of this year, I have not spent less than 10 hours in the office (except for that time when my friend got married).
I used to love work, what I do for the Bank, and the many vacation leaves that came with it. However, it has now come to the point where I question if it’s still worth spending the next years of my life here.
Someone I know, who has only been working for three years, got an offer to work here. He was offered the same role as mine, but the salary was higher than what I am currently receiving. So imagine that, this person with three years of work experience (not even relevant to the role) gets to be paid higher that me, who has been with the company for 11 years already. It’s how fucked up this system is.
I am tired. I drag myself to work every morning, and I go home feeling so spent. It’s no longer the happy place I used to love spending most of my day, you can see that I’m not alone in this. People are getting sick, everyone’s being drained of their energy. It’s not ideal that people spend long hours in the office, but it seems to be the norm. No one even bothers to check on the employees, if you complain, you are not efficient. This company is sucking the life out of all of us haha.
I sometimes feel that it’s already affecting my way of thinking; and there are also times when I would feel like I’m being suffocated. I wish it was drama, but it’s true. I HATE WORKING HERE WITH ABSOLUTE PASSION.
I need to update that fcking cv.