I Turn To You
It’s hard when you’re in a group of friends and two of these people would decide to just end their friendship for whatever petty reason and you’re left in the middle, having to choose when to go with one of them.
It is really hard to be friendly. I sometimes need time alone; but you just can’t because you have to be with friends.
I remember when I was in college, I would at times magically disappear and spend time with no one but myself and my friends would not look for me because they’d
think I’m with one group and having fun. I wish these days, it would be that easy.
But for some reason, I feel that my friends needing me forms a (sort of) validation. It’s like knowing you’re valued. The sad thing is, when they don’t need you, where do you go?