Comfort is a scary piece of shit. I don’t do that. I’m wired to be paranoid. Am I a control freak? In a way, I guess I am. It’s just that I tend to be wary of what’s about to happen. Like if I’ve got something good going for me, I would think that the universe would find a way to ruin it – to restore balance. So I don’t really like the feeling of being comfortable. I feel that it will always be taken away from me.
But the funny thing is, I always try to choose happiness; and later on worry about the next crazy thing that might happen. So maybe, that’s the reason why fickle-mindedness is my best / worst quality. Impulsive but a control freak. What a weird combination.